lostsoul747

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Give Me Truth by lostsoul747, literature

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Give Me Truth

Tell me some truth No need for it to be knee buckling Heart twisting Or gut wrenching Tell me why you look forward to a new day What do you have for your fresh start Did you think I didn't notice, That longing for a new beginning My dear, how could you forget? The phoenix that burns in you Burns in me the same The change I see in you Is the change I feel in me Give me some more truth Blow my mind with your honesty Better yet tell me of your love Or how you believe the universe designed you for me And me for you Say that we are so entwined that death itself couldn't keep us apart You want the truth The God's honest truth I am all yours Hear

Cold of Winter by lostsoul747, literature

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Cold of Winter

Its 12:30 and I can't sleep Thoughts of you are keeping me awake Just as the cold of winter creeps into my bones The pain you caused so long ago is haunting me again You're an old wound that never properly healed Its time to make another incision Clean out the old scar tissue I was left with Then sew me up until next winter when you call my name again There will always be an ugly scar to remind me of your absence Just speaking of you reminds me of how vulnerable I can really be Therefore I never do I prefer to keep you locked away in the darkest of places So you can feel the coldness of my absence like I feel yours The silence can be deafenin

Tonight by lostsoul747, literature

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Tonight

Tonight I miss you in my soul No dream of you could ease it Its like every cell in my body yearns for you I would give anything for skin to touch skin lips to touch lips But for now I wait impatiently For time to speed up For the ocean to shrink So you could be a little closer to me tonight I will lose sleep aching for you Trying to imagine your arms wrapped around me Finally feeling safe enough to sleep in the dark No more monsters No more nightlights Just you as my safe haven My security blanket Tonight I will cry for you So in love with you My heart has to swell for all the love to fit Sometimes it still overflows like this Tears stream

Your Words by lostsoul747, literature

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Your Words

I've lost my faith in words Laid out so perfectly Each syllable wraps its way around my heart And chokes it Harsh words thrown together to make an otherwise perfect sentence But your words are anything but perfect Each time you write to me I feel the sting of each letter They leave wounds so deep I no longer have scars Your "I miss you" means nothing And I have nothing for you Sometimes silence is more powerful than any beautiful sentence strung together I could tell you truths of my abandonment issues Or maybe you want to know about the man I call Father Or how my heart has been broken more times than I can count The most painful sentences a

Do You See Me? by lostsoul747, literature

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Do You See Me?

You got in my head Under my skin And now you're bouncing between rib bones So close to my heart I need you to stopo Stop the rambling Stop the confusion If you use the word friends one more time I might burst at the seams I need this more than you do I want our brokenness to mend together like puzzle pieces and be made whole again I meant every word I said I know your tired soul has trouble seeing past its own pain But, right now, I need you to see mine How can you overlook how I would rip my own heart out if you asked me to? Or how I am speechless when you speak? I could lost in you for you hours, days, years How can you not see that I don't

Crave by lostsoul747, literature

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Crave

I am infatuated with you I crave you in innocent and yet not so innocent ways A touch of your hand could make my heart race Oh, but your lips on mine could give me fever Every scenario in my mind ends with us entangled Wearing nothing but beads of sweat and afterglow Oh, how I want you And yet I hesitate Not so much fearful as cautious Please don't doubt that I want this You have my full attention I listen to every word carefully I promise I'll try not to miss a thing I will cherish each moment like its the last You and I have both experienced this in our past One moment there The next gone But as long as you're trying I'm in this No title ne

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Give Me Truth by lostsoul747, literature

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Cold of Winter by lostsoul747, literature

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Tonight by lostsoul747, literature

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soul tissues by toffeesmile, literature

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soul tissues

maybe all those lights are just secret messages for the poetic girls who still need thoughts of fireflies in winter to get us through, thaw the cold in our bones, to keep our dreamy gardens alive (maybe they'll grow all over the world one day, twines and twigs and pomegranate) (maybe we are like the illuminati, secretly, maybe accidentally) and any way, you are special, you know of old names and the melody in silence to make your words dance. your words dance if it's garden or graveyard. let them be wild and alive for you when you're caged in too bright houses, too harsh noises let them build your home for you. cry in comfort, and let your

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Emotional Truths by lostsoul747, literature

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Emotional Truths

I want nothing more than for this simple thing called lust to somehow turn into love. For the tears I cry to be wiped of loneliness and regret. I would love to feel safe enough to free fall into your arms. Where I could hide under the covers with you all day and not be afraid to bare my soul as well as my body. Where my fears could melt away just as my heart melts for you. For you my dear are poetry. I can only show my love for you with words for words are all I have. I want to wrap my words around your heart and steal it. Hide it in the moon and stars so no one else could hurt you. If only I could comfort your soul with sweet nothin

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Aug 31
United States
Deviant for 18 years
www.writewithconviction.wordpress.com
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Current Residence: Nashville, TN
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
Favourite genre of music: Blues Rock
Favourite photographer: Spencer Tunick
Favourite style of art: photography
Operating System: Windows 8
MP3 player of choice: i'd love an ipod but right now its my phone
Favourite cartoon character: Belle from beauty & the beast
Personal Quote: Know who are and be okay with it.

Favourite Visual Artist

Dahli, Van Gogh, Picasso

Favourite Movies

An Affair To Remember, You've Got Mail, Saw, The Shining, Expendables, Harry Potter, etc.

Favourite TV Shows

Walking Dead, Scandal, Grey's Anatomy, Rake, Criminal Minds, Nashville, Cold Justice, etc.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Journey, ZZ Ward, Bastille, Emile Sande, Rudimentals, Cher, Eminem, etc.

Favourite Books

Atlas Shrugged, The Woman Who Lived In A Prologue, Love Rosie, Eat Pray Love, Odd Thomas, Harry Potter series, etc.

Favourite Writers

Ayn Rand, Cecelia Ahern, Jane Green, Dean Koontz, Iris Johansen, etc.

Favourite Games

The Sims, dominoes, any card game, checkers, etc.

Tools of the Trade

Nikon

Other Interests

photography, writing, art in general, deep conversations, laughter, yoga, hiking, etc.

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lostsoul747

Oct 25, 2018

I haven't decided if I'm back yet or not. Its been years. I'm terrified of writing again I think. And I haven't taken photos in years. I think I'm broken. The creative part of me has died a little. I'm not sure how to bring it back.

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lostsoul747

Aug 14, 2014

Life Crisis

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"I believe that we are who we choose to be.  Nobody's going to come and save you, you've got to save yourself.  Nobody's going to give you anything.  You've got to go out and fight for it.  Nobody knows what you want except for you.  And nobody will be as sorry as you if you don't get it.  So don't give up on your dreams." -unknown "and there were always those nights where she preferred the rain over people.  because the rain would remind her of how she should feel and people would remind her of the things she always wanted to forget." -r.m. drake "Each morning we are born again.  What we do today is

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lostsoul747

Aug 5, 2014

Update into 2014

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Life has been one failure after another.  I fail at school, work, finances, relationships, etc.  I put so much of myself into one thing then it all blows up in my face.  I'm constantly reminded that "Hey, you need to take care of yourself too."  Especially when it comes to love.  I just give all of myself away and when I barely get anything in return I feel disappointed.  But hey, I do it again and again anyway.  I'd rather be foolish and in love than be cold and distant.  And again, I need to find balance.  I shouldn't be the only one giving in and giving it all away.  I should be getting something in return.  A heart for a heart. There's s